Who Needs College Anyway?

Im scared because I havent done a single thing for college.

Everyone is turning in applications and I'm just twiddling my thumbs hoping that everything will fall into place like some kinda magic puzzle for the plans for the rest of my life.

Do I really even know what job I want to be stuck in for the rest of my life? Not really... like there's that thing I say to my grand parents so that they don't think I'm a total disappointment, but is that really what I want?

Why is everyone's future determined on how much money you want to make? Cant we all just have the same economical status? Guess that's like Communism or something huh?

college is one of the biggest decisions I'm going to make in my life and I am totally lost and alone and don't know what to do.

Ill keep you updated

SS

Let go of Your Fears

Fear is whats holding back our dreams,

we always set goals and never accomplish them because we don't want to fail.

Why are we so scared to reach our potential, we don't want to have the spotlight on us when we actually do something good because we will be expected to do more. But isn't that how its supposed to be so we can keep getting better? Why would you want to stay average when there's so much more to life.

Just think if everyone great was afraid to fail,

founding fathers, failed
 moon landing, failed
Steve Jobs, failed
 every athlete ever, failed
 musicians, failed
 poets and writers, failed
YOU, failed

dont be stuck living in your parents basement waking up every morning and going to your lame job where you hate everyone, only to go to the bar after to spend that hard earned 7.25/hr at the bar wasting your life away.

And why?

Because you didn't want to reach your dreams and you failed because you were afraid to fail.

Let go of your fears and be the person you can be.

Buddy Wakefield, A Waste

A Not-Instruction Guide About Being a Tourist

I feel like such a tourist right now because I've been sitting here for eternity and I cant come up with a set of freaking instructions to write. But then again am I really a tourist, I'm trying right?

My writing has been

1. check twitter
2. write 
3. change the song 
4. write some more 
5. check instagram 
6. read what I wrote 
7. delete what I wrote
8. write something new 
9. go get a snack 
10. write 
11. read blogs 
12. write 
13. watch a poetry video 
14. write 
15. walk around my basement 
16. write 
17. read what I wrote
18. delete what I have
19. accept that I'm a tourist and I cant do anything about it 
20. write a not-instruction guide about being a tourist 

 Sincerely,

The Tourist 

Shout Out to Mom

S/O to Mom for birthing me

S/O to Mom for driving me to practice who knows how many times

S/O to Mom for all those early breakfasts, and chicken nuggets, and home cooked dinners

S/O to Mom for the love when no one was there

S/O to Mom for being at every game

S/O to Mom for cleaning my room then teaching me how to do it my self

S/O to Mom for loving to take me shopping

S/O to Mom for the soup and blankets and movies when I get sick

S/O to Mom for my good looks 'haha

S/O to Mom for the dating advice, cause I suck at this

S/O to Mom for loving the lord

S/O to Mom for running ragnar 

S/O to Mom for crushing her goals

S/O to Mom for helping me with my dreams

S/O to Mom for teaching me manners

S/O to Mom for always believing in me

S/O to Mom for discipline and rules

S/O to Mom for dad

S/O to Mom cause one day I hope I can give you half of what you gave me because this list could never end

S/O to Mom cause you the real MVP

Screw The Cool Kids

Everyone wants to be different, to be "Hipster", to be cool.

But if we're all being different, aren't we all being the same? 

Why is everyone so consumed with being different, 

While cliques are also such a priority?

If everyone is either trying to be one of the Plastics or hating them, they're all wrong. Who gives a Damn about the what color you're wearing on Wednesday? NO ONE.

Does it really matter what the cool kids are doing, if its not what you want to do to make you happy? 

Start your own clan and the real cool kids will follow, be your own hipster because what do those other hipsters know anyway?